Welcome 2014, Welcome brand new day!

Wohooo today is a brand new day, welcome 2014. In this session I'll review my 2013 and post my 2014's resolution.

Well 2013, i drove my own life up and down just like a roller coaster. I learned so many things when i was going trough the hardest part till today. I learned that the real world isn't easy like disney world with happy ever after ending. I had to work hard to achieve my dream. I had to raise me up after falling down. I had to stand up with my own foot other than waiting a hero comes and help me up. Lucky me, I found my weaknesses in 2013. I have good persons around me. Yes, I owe them to tell honestly about me. Then, I realise that there is so many things must be repaired. I met a person who reflect me like a mirror. I saw my self in him and I can see my weaknesses clearly just by look at him. I used to judge other but i couldn't judge my self. And now, i realise just by look at him and curse at my self. I was too arrogant.

I hope my 2014 goes much better than before. Alright, a half of my life will be started soon. I ought to make choices and out from my comfort zones. This song always recall my childood memory and now i face the truth:

When i just little girl
I asked my mother, "what will i be?"
"Will i be pretty, will i be rich?"
Here's what she said to me
(Doris Day)

Really, when i started to grow up i always said "everythings okay mom, i'm adult." But, now i want to whine, "Mom, what should i choose? What if my choice makes the situation worse? What should i do, mom?"  I'm so afraid to start my adult life.

I remembered, there is a quote said "Every beginning is difficult". I will start to repair my personality. In 2014, i want to be a warm-hearted person, care with others, stay low profile with high quality, and really know the meaning of my birth in this world. Yeah, i hope i can be useful with my existence. In the following years, i hope i can prove, giving influence and make footprints in the world.

Welcome 2014, welcome brand new day!